WHAT I FEEL...

 If only I knew how's it going to be
If only when I try to fix things, they became better
If only I was certain of how others feel
And if only people believed what I say...
If I knew how to show what I really felt
If I knew how to make people understand
If I knew how to make them believe
If I knew how to make them happy
If making people happy doesn't leave me sad
If making them understand doesn't make me an ignorant
If making them believe doesn't make me a liar
And if letting them know how I feel doesn't leave me numb
Things would've never reached that point
I know I would be in a much happier place
No one would ever blame me for not caring
No one would blame me for not thinking
That's life ....You're never certain
You never know, you're never sure
You're not going to live that dream of yours
And life would never be "trouble free"
You have to live with what you have
You try to fix the broken glass
You try to collect the shattered pieces
You make the best of everyday
 In a world filled with changes
each and every day..
I feel I’m being judged
for what I do n say..
I remember back to Barbies
and play days at the park..
When I didn’t worry about
other people’s remarks..
Now lookin in the mirror
I see to my surprise..
A completely different person
staring in my eyes..
The care free little girl
I saw at 4 and 5..
Is now becoming a teen..
Just trying to survive...